Advent Aslant: WaitIng without Hope

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965)

The poetry that followed T. S. Eliot’s 1927 conversion to Anglicanism has informed my life ever since my own similarly startling embrace of that faith 70 years later.  The First World War-inspired despair of such poems as The Waste Land (1922) and “The Hollow Men” (1925) was always an integral part of my literary canon, but the humbly intellectual articulation of faith in his post-conversion poetry speaks directly to my soul.

Wait without hope
Wrestling with doubt—a prerequisite for spiritual growth—is at the heart of Eliot’s early Christian poetry, including “The Journey of the Magi” (1927), “A  Song for Simeon” (1928),  and “Ash Wednesday” (1930). But it is the mature expression of Eliot’s faith in The Four Quartets (1943) that provides the surest ballast for my seeking, doubting, wandering heart.

And so the seemingly bleak lines that follow (from the second section, “East Coker”) offer me guidance through these days of Advent preparation: Continue reading

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Giving Thanks . . . in All Things

According to one of the origin myths that bind us together as a unique American people, the day of gratitude we celebrate today traces its origins to a 1621 harvest festival shared between the English Pilgrims in the Plymouth Colony and the Wampanoag natives with whom they had established a tentative alliance. According to the annals of American history, George Washington later proclaimed November 26, 1789, as a day of public Thanksgiving and prayer. Even “in the midst of a civil war of unequaled magnitude and severity,” Abraham Lincoln proclaimed the final Thursday of November, 1863, to be a “day of Thanksgiving and Praise” for God’s providence. Finally, in 1941, Congress officially declared a national day of annual Thanksgiving on the fourth Thursday of November.

Full stop.

Four days ago, I read in the stolid Wall Street Journal a fluffy piece of pop-psych that attempted to set the practice of gratitude on its head: “The Case for Being Ungrateful” by Elizabeth Bernstein. “Performative gratitude,” the article unashamedly asserts, “—compelling ourselves to be grateful when we’re not—is a form of toxic positivity.” The author continues her whining: “Pushing ourselves to feel grateful . . . can also make us appear like a Pollyanna—someone out of touch with reality.” Continue reading

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Light (adj.): Advent Word 23 (Christmas Word)

The lectionary for Christmas Eve and Christmas is replete with references to light, used as a noun. Contrarian to the bitter end, however, I have chosen to write instead about light, the adjective. Jesus bids us,

Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:28-30, KJV)

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Covenant: Advent Word 22

Covenant, “a mutual compact to do our not do something; a contract” came to English (through Old French) from the Latin for “come together.” The Hebrew word used in the Old Testament means the same thing, but its root sense is “cutting” because covenants often involved blood sacrifice. Continue reading

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Ponder: Advent Word 21

August Rodin, “The Thinker” (1904)

Today’s assigned word–ponder–seems to give me the license to reflect on my own experiences of this year’s Advent Word project. I realize that extended autobiography is neither the intended end nor means of the daily assignments. However, with all apologies Lesley Gore, it’s my blog and I’ll bloviate if I want to.

If I were asked in a job interview to enumerate my strengths, pondering would not be among them. If Rodin were planning a new and female version of The Thinker, he would not choose me as a model. As empirical evidence, this semester I took a yoga class two days a week and skipped out before the meditation part at the end–making the plausible excuse that I had to get dressed for my 9:00 class. Continue reading

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Quench: Advent Word 20

Gustave Doré, “Ezra Reads the Law to the People” (1866)

When I saw today’s word, I immediately knew exactly what my subject would be. In order to provide context for my ideas, I began an Internet search that led me not only to Wikipedia and Britannica, but also to sites as far-ranging as the Jewish Virtual Library and The Bible Journey. In scurrying to discover “just the facts, ma’am,” I confess that I was not nearly so meticulous about documenting my sources as I encourage my students to be. Thus, I begin with two caveats: I cannot tell you precisely where I got the individual details in the timeline that follows, nor do I even vouch for the accuracy of its specifics. However, as I have written often (most recently just eight days ago), fact and truth are distinguished by the valuational element of the latter. If I have erred factually, I apologize. I do believe utterly, however, that the Truth I have discovered in today’s word is valuable indeed—beyond facts or even words. Continue reading

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Laughter: Advent Word 19

SOURCE: Bernstein, Jüdische Sprichwörter und Redensarten. (Image: with apologies to Michelangelo.)

According to a Yiddish proverb, “Man plans, and God laughs”–or, in Woody Allen’s famous paraphrase, “If you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.” It was this thought that first came to my mind as I pondered today’s word, laughter. Continue reading

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Dream: Advent Word 18

From the Parma Psalter

Psalm 126
A Song of Ascents

1 When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion,
then were we like those who dream.
2 Then was our mouth filled with laughter,
and our tongue with shouts of joy.
3 Then they said among the nations,
“The Lord has done great things for them.”
4 The Lord has done great things for us,
and we are glad indeed.
5 Restore our fortunes, O Lord,
like the watercourses of the Negev.
6 Those who sowed with tears
will reap with songs of joy.
7 Those who go out weeping, carrying the seed,
will come again with joy, shouldering their sheaves.

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Give (Thanks): Advent Word 17

The epistle reading for Advent III provides the source for today’s word: Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18). Continue reading

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Repair: Advent Word 16

Context îs everything. Each day as I ponder my contribution for the Advent Word ministry, I like to check to see how my initial ideas conform to the scripture from which the day’s word was chosen. So today, my first thought was that most discussions would probably focus on our need to repair ourselves–personal habits, behaviors, and relationships–a penitential kind of reparation as preparation appropriate to the discipline of Advent.

But then I turned to the scriptural reference and found an entirely different focus, one that fits very well with the most important themes I have been pondering in my daily posts. Continue reading

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